It's been awhile...

Hey everyone it's been a while since i've posted anything... I originally started this blog as a way to vent and to record my dating experiences.. well I started dating someone i met off of match.com and was quite happy for awhile.. until i found out he had another girlfriend and basically the fairytale blew up. That'll happen and now i'm back to square one. I've realized it's hard to actually know anyone no matter how much time you spend with them or how they make you feel. it's near impossible to understand and grasp the inner workings of their mind, which becomes evident when they commit an action that you could never even comprehend them doing. I'm also realizing it's a lot harder to date as a single mother of 3 wonderful children. My children are all for me dating and hope i find a relationship, I am content being a mother and focusing on my family. I feel as though it will all fall into place when it's the right time and until then i will keep on keepin on.. Right now, my focus is getting in shape.. i will not slack on the workouts this time around and am fully committed to starting and completing p90x... starting tomorrow :)